brains of steel

I've literally just typed out three different possible topics to run with on this blog, since it's been awhile since i've written anything. But the sad reality is that I'm completely uninspired and slightly pissed off. Now, I have occasions I could elaborate on- my mindless job in retail, too much family togetherness, our lack of interest in other's lives in general, the life changing topics in a book I'm reading- but I don't want to. My mind is rapidly turning to mush and I am not reaching for the emergency brake. Indeed, I have been experiencing a storm of family activities that I did not take full precautionary underground shelter-esque measures for. In the wake of these events, I have been putting up a wall to keep from completely losing my mind. 8 hour days at Pac Sun folding clothes also has not aided in snapping the synapses in my brain. I need to get back to school where there is constant stimulation and connections and...dare I say it...school ( who knew?! school at school, who woulda thunk). My mother will pout when she reads this one, and mommy I love you dearly! But your favorite daughter's IQ is dropping 10 points a day...at this rate I'll be well into the negatives come 2010, and I'm far too young to have a bed pan. Let's get this break over with.